Random first's

Hey,

Yall may or may not know me but yes what exactly can you actually know by a name. Names are just an identity to differentiate a person but deep inside no one knows your secrets, the way you are when no one's around, what you actually love, or what's your favorite ice cream flavor. 

To be honest, I have no clue why I am starting to write, just a voice of expression maybe, I don't know! 

Expressing yourself to a person might be hard and yes very difficult at times and also so hard to find the right person but we humans always find hope in some way or the other. Some of them find hope in music, food, drawing, and even GOD, which is actually a coping mechanism until we find the things which we truly are looking for. 

Everyone tells us to live our lives happily but to live happily we suffer in the present moment, is that the route to happiness? I was never able to answer this question. As far as I know, being happy means being the way you are but we end up living in others' expectations to make them happy. So yes, we may never know what being happy is.

This was my random first's, thank you for reading this so patiently (I'm hoping)

So until I find my free time, this was it......